Yo, sudah berkali-kali gw berniat untuk memposting sesuatu, namun internet BSR seperti biasa being a bitch dan udah berkali-kali juga postan gw ilang gara-gara internetnya tiba-tiba crash dan ngga bisa retrieve post yang gw mau post dan akhirnya honey lah yang kena sasaran kemarahan: dicacimaki di slammed shut, di tinggalkan begitu saja. (kasian honey *ngelus-ngelus honey*)
Anyway, gw baru aja ngechat sama temen zaman smp. Ngechat dan ngeskype. Demi Neptunus hal ini membuat gw semakin kangen dengan masa SMP, yang kebetulan banget sehari sebelomnya gw abis ngerant di twitter about how much I miss my junior high school friends. (Or is it just a coincident?) hmm, mungkin aja gw abis kangen banget sama temen-temen jaman smp terus tadi liat dia ol makanya jadi berhasrat untuk ngeskype. *nods* possible.
Ah, iya, gw mau menceritakan sedikit tentang kegiatan kampus. Tepatnya sih kegiatan perteateran. I love, and I do mean it when I say LOVE, theatre. It seems scary at first but once you got a hold of this thing, you gotta love it. I do love joining this play, but by GOD jam pulangnya selalu membuatku bermasalah dengan satpam asrama. Well, sebenernya bisa sih izin pulang duluan, tapi kayanya ga enak kalo terlalu sering. Mau nginep, ngga enak nginep terus. Mau malkun/nongkrong sampe pagi juga kayanya ngga sehat dan seringkali besoknya kuliah pagi. GW BUTUH NYARI KOSAN YANG DUAPULUHEMPATJAMBUKA.
Terus, balik lagi topik yang sudah lama hot banget di blog gw. q.
Gw baru menyadari kenapa gw kayanya ngga berbuat banyak demi kelanjutan cerita q setelah bercerita dengan seseorang. Sebut saja bunga bangkai, yang kemudian menceritakan kalo dia sedang berada dalam situasi yang sama dengan gw. Dalam percakapan itu gw menyadari bahwa:
I'm not some sort of pathetic human being. I just like him, but I'm not planning to do anyhthing about this feeling, not because of the word 'off market' (oke 50%, but---), because it also felt nice to have someone that you like and don't have any expectation on him. Sejenis hubungan gw sama Benedict Cumberbatch. Hubungan yang sangat one-sided, but I liked it! Gw bisa adore him from afar or hangout with him, tapi ga harus memaksa diri keep up dengan semua kabar terbaru dia.
Wait gw ngomong apaan sih?
Pokonya intinya kaya gw suka Ben. Gw bisa aja nyimpen foto Ben, nonton film Ben, dengerin suara Ben, tapi toh gw ngga pernah berusaha untuk ngirim fanmail ke Ben. Dan ngga juga gw berharap si Ben putus sama pacarnya (dulu waktu dia masih punya pacar). Gw bisa aja ngorek sana sini nanyain kabar Ben dari temen-temen fangirl, but that's the line, gw ngga pernah berusaha menghubungi Ben lewat fanmailnya. Nor do I wish that someday Ben bakalan dateng ke kamar gw dan nyium kening gw dan akhirnya ngajakin gw nikah kemudian we drive off to the sunset.*ngapus iler* oke, yang terakhir sih gw berharap kaya gitu kalo ke Ben, tapi yakinlah sumpah gw ngga berharap kaya gitu ke q.
Ya, bisa disimpulkan dari sini bahwa pada akhirnya gw mengerti, gw mungkin bukan suka sama q, gw cuma fangirling toward him. Kenapa bisa dibilang fangirling? Pertama: gw memang mengagumi dia. Dua: Gw ngga pernah ngerasa jadi health inspector. Which is one of the thing that puzzled me at first. Gw kalo sayang seseorang pasti bakalan jadi health inspector. Ini boro-boro jadi health inspector, gw malahan jadi ikutan ga sehat. Tiga: gw mencontoh dia, in a similar way dengan gw mencontoh Benedict. Empat: gw lebih berkeinginan untuk ngajak dia diskusi daripada showing my affection toward him. Lima: Gw sering banget ngerasa dia cute banget sama pacarnya dan I always pray for them to be together forever. And six: the question 'did you really fall in love with him, or did you just love the idea of falling in love with him?' which always slapped me in the face. Gw ngga bisa langsung jawab pertanyaan itu. Ngga bisa langsung jawab karena deep down gw udah tau jawabannya apaan. Hooh gitulah kira-kira.
By the way BBC is great, still mad with Merlin's ending, but I'm feeling happy because they've start filming Sherlock and DW's 50th Anniversary is on the way. AND FOR GOD SAKES THEY MANAGE TO GET BILLIE!!! I thought Billie said she'll not returning in 50th. BUT I'M HAPPY!!! OH AND FOR GOD SAKE STID IS ON THE CINEMA STARTING 9 MAY. THAT'S IN THE MIDDLE OF THAT BLASTED SHOW (sorry, penbes, ga blasted ko, it's just an expression) AND I CAN FEEL THAT MY STOMACH IS GROWLING IN HAPPY. I'M SO HAPPY TO SEE SOME PHOTOGRAPH FROM THE SET. (SHERLOCK SET) DERPY PHOTO FROM BOTH MARTIN FREEMAN, 42 YEARS OLD MAN WITH GRAPES ON HIS EYES AND BENEDICT CUMBERBATCH, 36 YEARS OLD MAN WITH HANDSFREE ON HIS EYES. MARK GATISS BEING THE TROLL HE ALWAYS HAS. FORGODSAKES SOMEONE NEED TO PUT ME ON MEDICATION, IT'S NOT HEALTHY TO FANGIRL THIS MUCH IN THIS SUCH A SHORT TIME. AND ALSO I NEED A TOTAL REWATCH OF HIMYM, TORCHWOOD, DOCTOR WHO, SUPERNATURAL, HARRY POTTER, THE WALKING DEAD, MERLIN ANYTHING IN MY HARD DISK ACTUALLY. AH OH AND NEWS REGARDING HARDDISK, I'M CURRENTLY ORDERING A 3TERABYTE HARD DISK SO I CAN RETURN THIS 500GB ONE TO MUM. OH HEAVEN......................
I don't really know what am I typiing here. Just want to post something before the internet did it again. Now I really need to sleep. Happy Monday Morning folks.
Anyway, gw baru aja ngechat sama temen zaman smp. Ngechat dan ngeskype. Demi Neptunus hal ini membuat gw semakin kangen dengan masa SMP, yang kebetulan banget sehari sebelomnya gw abis ngerant di twitter about how much I miss my junior high school friends. (Or is it just a coincident?) hmm, mungkin aja gw abis kangen banget sama temen-temen jaman smp terus tadi liat dia ol makanya jadi berhasrat untuk ngeskype. *nods* possible.
Ah, iya, gw mau menceritakan sedikit tentang kegiatan kampus. Tepatnya sih kegiatan perteateran. I love, and I do mean it when I say LOVE, theatre. It seems scary at first but once you got a hold of this thing, you gotta love it. I do love joining this play, but by GOD jam pulangnya selalu membuatku bermasalah dengan satpam asrama. Well, sebenernya bisa sih izin pulang duluan, tapi kayanya ga enak kalo terlalu sering. Mau nginep, ngga enak nginep terus. Mau malkun/nongkrong sampe pagi juga kayanya ngga sehat dan seringkali besoknya kuliah pagi. GW BUTUH NYARI KOSAN YANG DUAPULUHEMPATJAMBUKA.
Terus, balik lagi topik yang sudah lama hot banget di blog gw. q.
Gw baru menyadari kenapa gw kayanya ngga berbuat banyak demi kelanjutan cerita q setelah bercerita dengan seseorang. Sebut saja bunga bangkai, yang kemudian menceritakan kalo dia sedang berada dalam situasi yang sama dengan gw. Dalam percakapan itu gw menyadari bahwa:
I'm not some sort of pathetic human being. I just like him, but I'm not planning to do anyhthing about this feeling, not because of the word 'off market' (oke 50%, but---), because it also felt nice to have someone that you like and don't have any expectation on him. Sejenis hubungan gw sama Benedict Cumberbatch. Hubungan yang sangat one-sided, but I liked it! Gw bisa adore him from afar or hangout with him, tapi ga harus memaksa diri keep up dengan semua kabar terbaru dia.
Wait gw ngomong apaan sih?
Pokonya intinya kaya gw suka Ben. Gw bisa aja nyimpen foto Ben, nonton film Ben, dengerin suara Ben, tapi toh gw ngga pernah berusaha untuk ngirim fanmail ke Ben. Dan ngga juga gw berharap si Ben putus sama pacarnya (dulu waktu dia masih punya pacar). Gw bisa aja ngorek sana sini nanyain kabar Ben dari temen-temen fangirl, but that's the line, gw ngga pernah berusaha menghubungi Ben lewat fanmailnya. Nor do I wish that someday Ben bakalan dateng ke kamar gw dan nyium kening gw dan akhirnya ngajakin gw nikah kemudian we drive off to the sunset.
Ya, bisa disimpulkan dari sini bahwa pada akhirnya gw mengerti, gw mungkin bukan suka sama q, gw cuma fangirling toward him. Kenapa bisa dibilang fangirling? Pertama: gw memang mengagumi dia. Dua: Gw ngga pernah ngerasa jadi health inspector. Which is one of the thing that puzzled me at first. Gw kalo sayang seseorang pasti bakalan jadi health inspector. Ini boro-boro jadi health inspector, gw malahan jadi ikutan ga sehat. Tiga: gw mencontoh dia, in a similar way dengan gw mencontoh Benedict. Empat: gw lebih berkeinginan untuk ngajak dia diskusi daripada showing my affection toward him. Lima: Gw sering banget ngerasa dia cute banget sama pacarnya dan I always pray for them to be together forever. And six: the question 'did you really fall in love with him, or did you just love the idea of falling in love with him?' which always slapped me in the face. Gw ngga bisa langsung jawab pertanyaan itu. Ngga bisa langsung jawab karena deep down gw udah tau jawabannya apaan. Hooh gitulah kira-kira.
By the way BBC is great, still mad with Merlin's ending, but I'm feeling happy because they've start filming Sherlock and DW's 50th Anniversary is on the way. AND FOR GOD SAKES THEY MANAGE TO GET BILLIE!!! I thought Billie said she'll not returning in 50th. BUT I'M HAPPY!!! OH AND FOR GOD SAKE STID IS ON THE CINEMA STARTING 9 MAY. THAT'S IN THE MIDDLE OF THAT BLASTED SHOW (sorry, penbes, ga blasted ko, it's just an expression) AND I CAN FEEL THAT MY STOMACH IS GROWLING IN HAPPY. I'M SO HAPPY TO SEE SOME PHOTOGRAPH FROM THE SET. (SHERLOCK SET) DERPY PHOTO FROM BOTH MARTIN FREEMAN, 42 YEARS OLD MAN WITH GRAPES ON HIS EYES AND BENEDICT CUMBERBATCH, 36 YEARS OLD MAN WITH HANDSFREE ON HIS EYES. MARK GATISS BEING THE TROLL HE ALWAYS HAS. FORGODSAKES SOMEONE NEED TO PUT ME ON MEDICATION, IT'S NOT HEALTHY TO FANGIRL THIS MUCH IN THIS SUCH A SHORT TIME. AND ALSO I NEED A TOTAL REWATCH OF HIMYM, TORCHWOOD, DOCTOR WHO, SUPERNATURAL, HARRY POTTER, THE WALKING DEAD, MERLIN ANYTHING IN MY HARD DISK ACTUALLY. AH OH AND NEWS REGARDING HARDDISK, I'M CURRENTLY ORDERING A 3TERABYTE HARD DISK SO I CAN RETURN THIS 500GB ONE TO MUM. OH HEAVEN......................
I don't really know what am I typiing here. Just want to post something before the internet did it again. Now I really need to sleep. Happy Monday Morning folks.
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